hello Lost and drift--welcome to the site. Very sad to read your story---but youre amongst friends here....most of us have bad experiences with the watchtower.
i'm in the UK------and did you know--Simon--the site owner--was from Manchester!
heres a link to lots of other UK members:
http://www.jehovahs-witness.com/topic/197364/ex-jw-uk?page=1&size=20